What was I thinking?

So my neck improved, I was sleeping well, and then a few days ago I agreed to foster two kittens. They were a day or so old. It's been several days now and I have to wake up every couple of hours to bottle-feed them. Come morning, I am too tired to run (or even think). I didn't run for about a week and then the last few runs I have done on my treadmill. I am just too exhausted.

So I wonder...did I subconsciously create some sort of excuse in case I fail to run the whole race? I don't know. What was I thinking, agreeing to take these little kittens. It's rewarding in the sense that they are alive and happy, but it wasn't a very good choice with my current goals. I don't know. What's done is done. I did ask my friend if she will take them for the two nights before my race and she agreed. At least I will eventually get some rest.