Thursday, June 21, 2007

I don't know what to do.

I'm really struggling about Radlie. Part of me says it's time to help him go, his life is not what he wants it to be anymore. But, it's so hard to choose to rip a big hole in my own soul. It stops my breath just to think of him not being part of my everyday. He is my life, my joy.
I don't know if it's time or not. I think it is, but I don't want to make the decision too soon. But I don't want to wait too long either. I want to do what is right by him.
Please, let me make the right decision.

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